sacrifice

alhamdulillah

i had done my hectic week with success

and lots of sacrifices had been made throughout this week

and i think it worths more than gold

when you feel satisfied that u can handle all the problems

have u ever heard of

if u let go something precious and it turns back to you

it means that it's really for you

ok i'm not talking about relationship ya

it can be anything but for today's scope is opportunity

for example

last week i had to make choice between going to uitm n9 for brass band performance

or my study

and i chose not to go

and today

there's another performance this friday at negeri sembilan

and insyaallah i will join this function

and i thought that i will become exhausted after 3 days camp in sepang

but unfortunately even my body is tired but my mind is still function properly

and i had finished my land tutorial and i think i had understand what i studied

alhamdulillah

the feeling is like you'r having the potion of luck

everything you plan runs smoothly

alhamdulillah

this is the true meaning of sacrificing

and as we're approaching raya haji

or known as raya korban

i would like to ask you

to think and do lots of sacrifices

there must be something hidden inside

every your sacrifices

insyaallah :)

i'm happy :)

alhamdulillah

now i'm a flutist

i got my flute just now

it was so so so happy

and this evening i will be off for 3 days to sepang

i have to go for camping

and this week was my sacrifice week

i have to choose

i have to make decision

which i hate the most

sometimes we are willing to have two or three choices

but i hate to choose

because i don't know which one is better

i'm supposed to go to uitm negeri sembilan for three days from wednesday to friday

but i opt not to go

because i feel i need to go to class on thursday

and next week i have criminal law test

but this weekend i will spending my time at sepang

after long thought

i chose sepang

i have my own reasons which can't express it here

and i think that i'm gonna sacrifice my mid semester holiday on next week

insyaallah i will go to gunung jasar cameron highlands

after raya haji

being a student

we need to sacrifice lots of things

but there are things which can't be sacrificed

family and good friends

banyak kerja yang harus dibuat

tapi saya masih lagi menghadap laptop

layan movie dulu

baca sikit tadi ngantuk

rasa nak tido awal la malam ni

esok nak bangun awal jugak dan nak start study...

alhamdulillah

bila mana allah dah menggerakkan hati kita untuk berubah
maka berubahlah dengan segera
barangkali perubahan itu adalah perubahan yang kekal
setiap ujian pasti akan ade tangisan air mata yang mengalir
kalaulah ditakdirkan ini kali terakhir
semoga kita semua mendapat manfaat dari-NYA
aku insan yang lemah
yang terlalu banyak dosa
rasa rindu untuk mendapat kata-kata nasihat dari teman-teman
kadang-kadang kesibukan duniawi membuatkan kita alpa
syukur masih digerakkan pintu hati untuk sentiasa melafazkan kalimahmu ya Allah
dugaan semakin banyak
bila mana kita benar-benar merasakn kehadiran allah di sisi kita
bersyukurlah
kerana masih ramai insan-insan yang hanyut dalam dunia ciptaan mereka sendiri
ya Allah kuatkan hatiku untuk sentiasa memperbaiki kekurangan diri
bersyukur atas krniaan insan-insan hebat di sisiku ya Allah
yang membantu aku mencari sinar di dalam kegelapan
alhamdulillah :))

dear me

life wasn't that hard

sometimes we might feel down

we might need someone who will be on our sides

and believe in Allah as He is the most powerful

the Power of One

always be in a good faith

never ever give up

today you may lost what you've dream off

there must be reasons behind that

:))

p/s : i might get a flute soon.and i was excited as it will be my first flute using my own money..hoping that i will make a full use of it..:))

trip to penang

semalam satu family datang dari johor sebab ada urusan kat kuala lumpur

then adik message ckp ayah ajak pegi ipoh

disebabkan takde kelas ari jumaat

so dengan pantasnya kemas

dan malam tu kami tido di ipoh

esok pagi tiba-tiba je ayah ajak pegi penang

then semuanya setuju

lalu kami pun menempuh perjalanan ke penang

walaupun keadaan hujan sepanjang perjalanan

keluarga saya memang begitu

kami suka melancong tanpa sebarang perancangan

tapi tetap gembira menghabiskan masa bersama-sama

i love my family :))

i was exhausted

non-stop working for two days

not enough sleep

and lots more to think

i can't wait friday

to have a break with my family

grateful

when we'r in the middle of something

we tend to quickly update our status

i'm currently doing my BEL assignments

my topic is LIFE IN A REFUGEE CAMPS

maybe the topic look heavy

and the truth it was heavy

u need to read a lot

and i must take the challenge with my full heart

i have to love what i'm doing

so that things will become easier

insyaallah

one thing i got from my reading is

not everyone can live according to their wishes

no one love to be a refugee

and we should be thankfull

my heart was sanked when i read those articles

stories about refugees and how they continue their life

we should be grateful for what we have now

we will never know what will happen tomorrow

expect the unexpected

:))

sunday times

yesterday i had spent my night with nurus

lots of things we shared

heart to heart conversation

it was fun u know

even though we are not in the same batch

but the frienship will forever remains together

and i wish it will be last forever

and today i spent my time in my room

finish my project paper

doing assignments

studying and keep updating my blog

sometimes it was fun

having your days in room

and i'm not going anywhere

not going for shopping or even meeting any friends

alone in my room

finishing what need to be finished

manage and planning my schedule for next week

cleaning my room

alhamdulillah

i was happy today

and i just got a phone call from my friend in dublin

and it was very fun you know

after long time since he left to dublin

having long conversations

and it really happy spending my time in my room

without meetings or shopping

:))

quick update

assalamualaikum

dear my blog

i'm sorry i haven't feed u with any news from myself

i have lots to do

and yet today i have some free time to update my blog

do you know that u might think that nobody will take care of u

but yet u will find that one day

u will realize that lots of them are taking care of u

they might not everyday asking u or contacting u

but in their heart they'r always pray for your success and health

when u feel down and when u think that nobody cares

remember that there will be someone think about u

sometimes feeling not only can be expressed but it may be implied

ok talking about my studies

i think that i should start study in the beginning

my lecturer taught me that as a teenager or student

we only need about 4-6 hours of sleep

but in fact i sleep 8 hours a day

maybe i should change or maybe i'm not

piles of books need to be read together with cases

can i do all these?

weekend maybe the best time to study for the whole week

but it may be the best time to hang out with friends

now farah yasmin choose either two

or maybe u can have both

it's in your hand

i'm missing my nurus

missing to have a pillow talk with phana

and my other friends

maybe now wouldn't be the best time to do all these things

i'm missing them

and i miss my family

insyaallah next week my parents will come to shah alam

maybe i can have a shopping time with my emak

lastly i wish i can be a strong girl

i wish to be a wonderwoman

i wish to be a good muslimah and daughter

may all my wishes come true

insyaallah

entah

slm

rasa sangat lama tak update blog

terasa sangat rindu kat mak dan ayah

sekarang ni banyak menyibukkan diri

sebab ape?

tiap kali balik bilik akan terasa sangat bosan

tengok handphone takde orang nk msg pun

hanya message2 formal

banyak no kwn2 yang hilang

lost contact dah

rasa nak balik umah je minggu ni

tapi takkan nak ponteng koko lg kot

baru je 2 minggu lepas balik jb

entahlah terasa kosong je hidup ni

even in fact banyak keje yang harus dibuat

tutorial criminal tak buat lagi

tapi nak cari hiburan dengan menatap laptop

sambil layan perasaan sendiri