last note

i've done packing my stuff and will be leaving home tomorrow..it's so hard as  i feel this sem holiday was different in which i really enjoyed every moment i had..even i'm not going anywhere but i still love spending my time at home..goodbye my parents and my siblings...and i will always miss u~~

my last words..

tomorrow is friday and that means i will end my semester holiday and going back to uitm..existing but not living...how i hate this moment..be cool yasmin.pretending being a happy-go-lucky girl but inside it's not what u'r expecting..and now i'm fighting with my own emotion , conflict of myself...haish...i become mad!!long2 time ago when i was in my childhood years i was always wanted to be an independent girl..don't want to put all my dependancies on my parents..but as time goes by, i always need my parents to be on my side...btw i would like to congratulate to malaysian team for winning the suzuki cup..one thing that i realised all malaysian said this "i'm proud to be malaysian"..but i would like to remind u and also myself that being a patriotic is not only when we win the cup or etc, but all times..emm maybe i can be a patriotic person by thinking positively that new sem will be the unforgettable memories..=)

AL CAPONE

have u ever heard of the name of AL CAPONE? for those who have heard his name he was a notorious murder of America. he  was also known as Robin Hood as he often treated people fairly by giving food to the poor and many more. he was also pretended to be a doctor to treat his patients in order for him to hide his true identity. his most unforgettable muder was st. valentines massacre on 14th feb 1929..and i never doubt why muslim can't celebrate valentine's day as it was the day when st. valentine was murdered...the police found it difficult to arrest him as he was always had alibi during those notorious killer took happened..and during this time we can see how any dirty tricks played by al capone for his released. he tried to bribe the jury so that he will be released and acquitted from all charges..so for more information u can click on these links..

http://www.chicagohs.org/history/capone/cpn4.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Al_Capone

do u know why i'm interested with his story?? it's because i suddenly remembered Night At The Museum 2...if u had noticed, there're characters of al capone..and that enlightened me to search and google for more information about him..:)happy reading..

i'll be there

i'll be there-jackson 5

the secret

i got no mood to start my new sem

WHY??

i don't really sure the answer..

do i fear for myself?

new semester means new subject need to be learned

and i'm afraid of being demotivated

why?/

i'm not sure but it seems that i won't find my happiness

i love my home i really love it

even sometimes i would like to kill myself when i was bored

to kill the boredem

but i still love my home

why i feel demotivated??

the answer remain closed in my heart

and only me have the key to the secret passage of my heart

so let me reveal this secret myself

and fight back~~

pictures

ni la bdk laki group aku yg sgtla sengal..tp diorg best!!

ni lak my girl friends..best sgt dpt knl diorg

gambar group ktorg..platun 1 a.k.a Mozart...ktprg sgt rapat and best dpt satu group dgn korg yg mcm2 ragam!!! miss u all..

conclusion: sy sgt suka group LIBB sy ni..sgt sporting and tiap kali msuk baris of course aku kna dok dpn...tapi LIBB mmg pengalaman yg sgt indah buat aku..kna torture mlm2 mmg sgt perit la...kna dok sparuh la and mcm2 lagi..plg x boleh lupa ade futsal match inter group...cmpur laki n pmpuan main bola..mmg la mcm ape kn?hahhahah..tibe2 je junpa gambar ni sbb spnjg training ktorg x boleh bwk phone or brg2 digital..ni gmbr curi dri komander punye facebook...btw, i really miss all the time that we spend together!!

transformer ~

transformation..

i need to transform to a new farah yasmin

leave the old yasmin

forget the past

always look forward for the future

a better future

be futuristic

u have a very long journey and it will never end

even u die u still have the after life

so life is endless

a bundle of problems are waiting for u

if u're not strong enough

then u will stuck in the middle of your road

so what u'r waiting for

keep on moving

keep on crawling

and keep on running

until u find the end of this road....

shopping again..

just now went shopping with my mother,brother and sisters..i think i should stop from spending lots of money on shopping..this holiday i spend my time going to jusco for shopping..hahaha...i spend about RM 100+ at MPH..i bought few books such as Rayyan Fantasi written by Ramlee Awang Murshed, P/S I LOVE U and two novels of Harry Potter..already read all HP books but not my books..so just a collection of HP books..then once again i bought a shawl for myself and a tudung for my mom..as a gift..and after this i hope no more shopping for me...if not i will be spending lots of money...

my little thought 2

• Rasulullah SAW bersabda: "Bersemangatlah untuk memperoleh apa yang bermanfaat bagimu dan minta tolonglah kepada Allah dan janganlah lemah. Bila menimpa mu sesuatu (dari perkara yang tidak disukai) janganlah engkau berkata "Seandainya aku melakukan ini nescaya akan begini dan begitu," akan tetapi katakanlah: "Allah menetapkan dan apa yang Dia inginkan Dia akan lakukan," karena sesungguhnya kalimat 'seandainya' itu  membuka amalan syaitan." (Hadis Riwayat Muslim)

• "Lihatlah orang yang di bawah kamu dan jangan melihat orang yang di atas kamu karena dengan (melihat ke bawah) lebih pantas untuk kamu tidak meremehkan nikmat Allah yang dilimpahkan-Nya kepada kamu." (Hadis Riwayat Al-Bukhari dan Muslim)

•  "Tidak ada kebaikan dalam kebanyakan bisikan-bisikan mereka kecuali bisikan-bisikan dari orang yang menyuruh ( manusia) untuk bersedekah atau berbuat kebaikan dan ketaatan atau memperbaiki hubungan di antara manusia. Barang siapa melakukan hal itu karena mengharapkan keredaan Allah, nescaya kelak Kami akan berikan padanya pahala yang besar." (Surah An-Nisa: 114)

•  "Ketahuilah dengan mengingat (berzikir) kepada Allah akan tenang hati itu." (Surah Ar-Ra'd: 28)

shopping with my mama...

emm today i went shopping with my mom..i bought 2 pairs of jeans for my little brother as a present for his birthday..then we made a tour around jusco and looked for shoes,bags and shirts...then after 1 hour i still couldn't find what i want...so we went to mcd and had our lunch...after that we made a tour once again and finally i bought some shirts and a bag...yeepee!!!

i'm not showing off ya..just my pleasure to do so...some motivation i think..heheheh...

my little thought..

when i feel sad, i will laugh

when i laugh doesn't mean i'm in a good mood

when i feel sad, i like to hide it

when i hide it, i don't want people to bother me

when i feel sad, i'm starting looking at myself and ask:

"hey you what's the point of being sad"

and i answer,

"then what u want me to be"

the answer is:

"look at the sun, it shines and when time comes, the shines fade and no sunshine.and the moon comes..even the moon comes the sun still shine every day..keep on shining on people who needed.."

then i was stunned...

redha..

sometimes when we lost something we become depressed..we start thinking about ourselves and start looking for anything to be blamed..i want to share the word 'redha'..i'm not saying about people but just a reminder for us...sometimes when i lost something i start to think negatives..too much to be blamed..and started to rebel..hahhaha..to show my dissatisfaction..started imagining myself went to do something stupid...however i will always have this word (redha)in myself...when i started thinking by brain not my emotion then i know that i hve to accept for whatever things that already happened..i don't know either this type of behavior is good or bad..ther'r people said that sometimes we need to defence ourselves..not just redha..some says if i want to become a good lawyer i need to remove this type of thinking..i don't know??in my opinion, if we had done our best and we didn't get what we want then i need to redha...but sometimes instinct  will lead us to the truth..but sometimes we're wrong..so, that's why we need to redha and leave to Allah...

tagged by nani..

1. Apa benda paling penting dalam hidup korang?

novel kot..

2. Benda terakhir yang korang beli guna duit korang?
shawl..

3. Dimanakah tempat korang akan langsungkan perkahwinan korang dan apakah temanya nanti?
xtau lg...bf pon tarak..maybe rumah la..unless aku kwen ngn ank datuk..hhahah..tema tradisional...ceewah..

4. Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?

emm x mungkin...hhahah...kwn2 shj...

5. Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?
slma mungkin la...bercinta skali n forver..hahhah...

6. Di manakah korang selalu jumpa kekasih korang?
xpnh pon sbb xde bf..

7. Novel/buku/majalah terakhir dibeli?
the lovely bones...3 weeks ago..

8. Apakah nama penuh korang?
farah yasmin binti abd. radzak

9. Antara mak dan ayah, mana korang lebih mesra?
dua2..mak slalu jd kwn shopping..ayh tmpt mintak brg..hhhaha..

10. Namakan orang yang betul2 korang nak jumpa dalam hidup korang?
sape ek? nabi muhammad la...

11. Adakah korang basuh baju korang sendiri?
yup..klu kt hostel la..klu kt umh washing machine je..

12. Dimanakah tempat yang betul2 korang nak pergi?
ireland..

13. Pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium?
pelukan mak n ayah

14. Beritahu 3 benda tentang orang yang beri tag?
die kwn shopping sy mse kt uitm

die sgt ceria..hahhaha..

we'r best friends...:)

15. 5 benda yang paling disayangi dalam hidup anda?

novel,sambal belacan,lappy,hphone n baju2...

16. Lagu yang paling anda suka dan selalu dengar?
unintended...

17. Bila tarikh lahir dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas?

28th may...last year smbut kt rumah..xpnh smbut ngn frens...

18. 5 rakan Blogger yang korang nak tag a.k.a suspek2 yang perlu di cari...

nurul hidayah

faten khairiyah

k.emy

bella

shila

 

dreaming

just now i watched video clips from youtube...searching for songs played by flute..watched how they played those songs and it make me feel like having my own flute...if i'm not mistaken one flute cost about rm 2000..maybe if u'r good in negotiating u can get rm1000++...so i started dreaming of having my own flute...hahhaha....actually i started played flute since i was in my 2ndry school..but due to some reasons i quit when i was in f2..so it has been 6 years...luckily i can still remember all notes...then i'm expecting my next sem will be more busy than 1st sem...so need to prepare mentally and physically so that i can go through all the business ...good luck!!!

good news!!!jpa dh masuk...so already registered my tabung haji...before this already got my saving account but didn't register for hajj as thre's still not enough money..so i used my jpa to register tbg haji...alhamdulillah...and maybe i need to go back to uitm earlier than i had planned because i have law programme..ok..so will be two weeks from now...not really two weeks actually...need to start packing and thinking about next sem with new life...

three types of people

i would like to share what i got from my reading...just flip through the tafsir..i looked through surah al-Baqarah....the first few words of this surah told us about three types of persons in this world..first is the mu'min,then kafir and lastly the munafik...the mu'min are those who obeyed and followed al-quran and sunnah...the kafir are those who still didn't get the hidayah from allah..those who granted a hidayah from allah are those who very lucky...munafik are those who said that they'r muslim but they are lied..we called them as talam dua muka..or hypochrate...hoping that we are in the first type of people..may Allah blessed all of us...insyaallah...

no one at home!!ok...that's a lie...there'r my little brother and sisters..but i feel lonely...geram!!because my 13th year old sister went for shopping with her friends...she said she wanted to buy her school bag..i don't have friends within my area as i was not getting my primary and secondary education here...i was in the other school..no wonder i don't have any friends..sometimes i feel jealous seeing my other siblings hang out with their friends...and i??sitting alone at home..dush2!!!reading novel, blogging, facebooking, sleeping and watching tv..ok next semester holiday i need to do sthg so that i won't feel bored..maybe i can find a job...hahhha...i'm not a big fan of korean movies..so i don't know what to do..just now my mom called from langkawi..she said she bought me a blouse..tq mommy!!i feel jealous seeing my friends enjoying their jpa scholar's by travelling to kl...when will i get my jpa??too bored..ok tomorrow is my brother's birthday..his 17th birthday...maybe i will bake him a cake..as i don't know what to do..lallalalal...

what my heart is saying..

i hate this!!!!i hate this!!!not because i don't try to understand....i tried to understand but i couldn't stand this thing..this thing totally made me crazy!!!oh i really love this song..*unintended by muse....with flute and this piano version..mmg sgt sesuai ngn jiwa aku....if i sad i will listen  to this song..and now i'm listening to this song..klu gembira pon ske dgr lgu ni....ya Allah show me which path should i follow...i'm in delima ya Allah...please give me courage and patient to choose the best for my life...

saya sangat bosan!!!huhuhhu..too bored...i'm dead now..huhuh...oh mr.jpa please give me some money...i want to go for shopping!!moving around my house..upstairs to downstairs...going to the kitchen...doing some cooking for my family...upstairs again...surfing the internet...bored...no friends to chit chat...now blogging..huhuu..after this???praying then continue reading the lovely bones..then??sleeping...ohhh!!my mom wasn't around..she went to langkawi last sunday..will be back on wednesday...now i need my mom...to accompany me for shopping...do hoping for some money from JPA...huhhu...and then i can start shopping...and buy my things...i'm a shopaholic girl...too bored this holiday...need to buy new bag as i think i should replace my cuteshop bag...need to go to tabung haji to do some saving...that's my dream ok....to perform hajj using my own money...doing umrah first with mom n dad...will take my driving licence at shah alam...as not enough time now...emm i think this holiday i wasn't go anywhere...just go to s.alam for LIBB...hoping to go on holiday with my family as i think it has been a long time i haven't go on holiday...last time i remembered was going on holiday to cameron highlands...after my spm.....ok people, i feel sleepy now...wanna hve a nice dream...hheheheh:)

waiting and hoping

lagi 3 minggu je dh nk start new semester..so that's mean i wil get new friends,new class and new lecturers...but i don't find it's interesting as i still missing my old classmates of lwa01/02b...degree is not like asasi where i enjoyed every moment i had with my friends..especially my clssmtes..i still can remember how i gone through my degree without fun...until i met nurus...when i met her, i got my happiness however when she extended her sem, i started feeling lonely..that's why i hope next sem i will be in the same class with phana..we both like to respond to lecturer during lecture time...same with nurus...so will my new semester be an enjoyable or dull???i hope the first...oh people u don't know how i was during my 1st sem...alone went to brass band...alone went to class....i tried to be such a loner person but i know i need at least a friend..just one friend that can keep accompany me...seriously i felt lonely especially after nurus gone...only after class i started 'lepaking' with phana and her roommates..thanks sa'dy,nani n syasya....:)....and i started doing all loner person activities such as went to SACC mall alone,ate kfc alone and many activities...at first i didn't care much however, after long time i felt crazy!!! so i hope next sem will be more meaningfull moment...

allah with us..

kadang2 bile kite dpt something yg kita x sangka kite akn terlepas sthg yg kita harapkan...btolla kite x boleh dpt dua benda dlm satu mase...kecuali dgn izin allah...emm i feel useless due to something that happened to me...yeah i got award for my brass band which was unexpected but i lost something that i desired long2 time ago..it feels like u'r at the end of ur life...hurt,depressed and all the negative feelings keep on weighing on my mind...until one time i think that i want to change my course..i don't mean to be a lawyer...got high marks for my test didn't guarantee for getting high pointer for final right??if i don't use my sane mind and keep on thinking that way, maybe  i will do all those stupid things...alhamdulillah iman and taqwa still in my heart..so i will not do anything stupid and will remove all those negative thinkings...i will find back my strengths and fight back today..maybe allah didn't give me those because he wants to give me more..yasmin, there's no people who become a successful man without failure...be grateful for whatever Allah gives u...always be prepared for ur future...insyaallah u will get something more than u expected...amin....i will always remember, Allah tak akan menguji seseorang ujian yang x mampu dihadapinya...and that's why Allah gave u this, because He knows u...

bersyukur dgn ape yang ada farah yasmin!!chaiyok2!!!never ever give up and always think positive...no matter how hard it is..u have to be strong..allah knows everything...di sebalik setiap kesusahan, kepayahan terselit kenikmatan allah...bersyukur and redha for everuthing we got...insyaallah u will get more than u expected...amin..

me and myself

after 3 days at home i start feel bored...luckily i bought a new novel titled "THE LOVELY BONES" by Alice Sebold...so now i'm reading this novel..actually i had watched the movie but i love reading novel rather than watching the movie..today is 8th dec so it will be not more than a month before new semester begins...i don't really know what i've done this holiday...i finished reading the gift and still continue reading sherlock holmes...went to LIBB for 10 days..and now i'm home..i still not sure yet either to be a member of PERPAKES(brass band club) or just join this band until my 3rd sem...my father seems to encourage me joining this band untill my final year...if that so, i need to sacrifice my tuesday night practising...it's not a very big problem if i can manage my time wisely...as a law student and brass band's members..i need to rearrange my schedule to make sure that i know what to do...ok chaiyok2 yasmin.!!

LIBB 2010

i just returned home from uitm...ok i  got LIBB OR LATIHAN INTENSIF BRASS BAND..ok 10 days at that camp totally made me exhausted...just imagine i need to practice music every day, from morning till night..ok let's check out my 10 days activities..ok to make it short, i play flute..i'm a flutist...hhhaah..ok at first,there're five of us,(me,yana,izzani,azah and rose)however on the third days of practise, rose quite from playing flute as she got athma so she couldn't blow the flute...then just 4 of us...we need to wake up early in the morning and start doing physical training..jogging for about five rounds per day to build our stamina...as many blowers need to control their breathing...then after breakfast we start practise playing flute..at first we learned scaling..(do,re,mi,fa,so,la,ti,do)...as many of the flutist already had the experience playing flute, we didn't have any problems...we continued practising until evening...at 5 o'clock, we start practising marching annd playing instrument..at night, we had what we called as 'penyatuan', that means all the instrument will form an orchestra and playing together...usually we will end our practise at 11...after that sleeping...hehheh..ok...along this 10 days practise , we were learned many songs such as, hormat,negaraku,uitm di hatiku, wawasan setia pelajar,hamidah,perajurit,puteri bersiram, when the saint samudera raya and new song, malaysia baru...alhamdulillah i managed to play all these songs,,,on the 7th day of LIBB, at night we were totured by our seniors..we  need to do many mental and physical torture,..many of us couldn't stand this however i managed to do all those things..on the 8th day, we start doing rehearsal for our closing ceremony...on the 9th day, we performed in front of public...i felt satisfied for myself...i also got "PELATIH TERBAIK FLUTE" for this LIBB...alhamdulilllah..so at night we had a barbeque and on the 10th day, after berakfast i left uitm and went back home....

santapan rohani

salam semua..emm just go through iluvislam.com ...looking for new articles,new hadith and many more...sbg santapan rohani.(ceewah)..emm i think it's a good website to all muslim and non-muslim..especially when we read this website in the morning..heheh...suddenly i remember my father's said..."bangun pagi2..jangan tido lepas subuh...org non-muslim lg pndai bgn subuh2..(terkesima),,"..it's actually true..pintu rezeki terbuka luas pagi2 lg...actually after subuh we should read al-mathurat or surah ar-rahman and then perform solat sunat dhuha.my mom always says, "buat solat dhuha..murah rezeki nanti..."..emm suddenly i remember what my ustazah told me. "solat sebenarnya mudah je..bangun pagi2 solat subuh untuk mulakan keje..setelah penat bekerja, solat zuhur pula waktu tengahari..after zuhur sambung keje lagi...abis keje pukul 5 berehat dgn solat asar pulak...balik rumah lepas minum petang, mandi solat maghrib dgn family pulak...sebelum tido bersihkan diri dgn solat isya'"...yeah as a muslim we should think like that...solat is easy..and doing sunnah is also easy...therefore, i would like to share few more things from this website, such as how to choose our lifepartner..are we ready to be a future husband and wife?please click on this link.. teman hidup ketika belajar..emm one more article that i find it interesting is about Saya Tak Mahu Jadi Dewasa...i find it's very interesting...when i was small i couldn't wait to ne an adult...however as time passed by, being a teenager and almost leave these teenhood years, it's not very easy...too many problems and everthing need to be solved by ourselves...sometimes i don't think i can make a decision for my own life..i feel scared for i might make a wrong decision..but i will always believe in Allah..Islam is a complete ways of life..if we are not sure with our decision Islam show us ways..we can perform solat sunat istikharah and pray...so ladies and gentlemen, please feel free to read this link..saya tak mahu jadi dewasa...wassalam :)

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows..

today, i went for a movie with my little sisters..we were watching Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows..oh seriously HP is awesome!!5 stars !!oh i grew up with Harry Potter ..since i was small i was Harry Potter die hard fan..not only watching all Harry Potter's movies but also reading all J.K Rowling's novels..it's not enough just watching the movie but by reading the novel it makes me more understand the movie as not all parts are included in the movie..i feel satisfied with HP7..YEEHAA..and i'm happy because i got the chance to watch Harry Potter before i go back to uitm...oh i feel very tired..but i'm happy..and one more thing we also went shopping..i got new shawl from my mom..thanks mom!!

i'm bored

nothing much to do today..my mom and dad were not around..they're going to kl..will be back tonight..just now, i looked through my friend's blog..keep updating their recent news..some of them now are studying abroad..most of them took medic and engineering...most of my old friends and my seniors are going to be a doctor and engineer...not many of them took law..just a few including me are interested in this field..huhuhu...but that not a big issue for me...i believe in Allah..he knows what's the best for me..as there will be more than one month before i started my studies, i don't know what to do..yeah i keep going on with my to-do list,..however i still feel lonely..hhaha..because i'm not going anywhere during this holiday as my parents are both busy and my brother will sit for his spm next week..emm i become mad!!huhuhu...downloading the movie but internet connection is slow..so cancelled all the downloading activities...someone please give me a movie...huhuhu...i can't wait to go back to Uitm this thursday as i got band practise..at least i will get some new air..hhaha..em one thing that u should know i don't have any friends for my brass band...as i was the only law student who chose brass band as my co-curricular activities..maybe this Latihan Intensif Brass Band(LIBB) would be a platform for me to get know my friends..sometimes it's not interesting doing your favourite thing without any companions...maybe that's why i became demotivated this sem...too lazy to join those activities...huh...i'm planning to go shopping after i'm finishing my LIBB..need to buy new novels, blouse and shirts..just to give some satisfaction for all the hardness during this sem..

surah Al-Fatihah

as i promised to all of u i would like to share what i got from the miracle..the first surah in the al-quran is al-fatihah that means the beginner..from what i read, in al-fatihah Allah had already reminded that those who choose the right path will get the victory along his life..(ihdinassiratalmustaqim)from this surah the first thing that allah reminds us is he is the creator of this world and he is the king to all of us..he is also reminds us about the afterlife (akhirat)..in order to get a happy life in the akhirat, allah has given us two path..the right path that will lead us to the victory or the path that will lead to annar(neraka)..as we recite this surah everyday in our prayer, we are actually remind ourselves about akhirat and the way we choose to live..this surah is also known as al-Matsani( reading again and again or as a habit).. therefore my dear friends, we are not just recite this surah in our everyday prayer but we also must get to know what we are reading...may Allah blesses all of us...insyaallah...

my life

emm let's see what are my recent activities:

1)being a tutor for my little brother (zaki) for his spm examination..emm actually i don't think i'm eligible to teach my brother as i think my brain doesn't work anymore in mathemathical and scientifical question..hahha...however i need to teach him due to my mommy's command..i will try my best to pull all my energy and brain learning and teaching maths and science..all the best for me..

2)just arrived from kluang last night..we had 'korban' at my kampung..unluckily two of my cousins were not there..so no friends to talk with..but i got a very memorable experience seeing a cow being a korban...and i felt sad to the cow.. i know that cow will go to heaven..how lucky they are right?from that moment i feel the greatness of Allah the creator of this world..subhanallah...

3)just finished reading the gift by cecilia ahern and i love that book so much!! it's a very good book..it's a modern fairy tale story but it contains lots of moral values..the way she wrote the book is awesome!!it's actually about how people nowadays are not appreciating their precious times to do more important works..nowadays people are getting busier with works..they become workaholic and forget their families..their lifes..until one day when we lost something that more valuable than our works we will regret the time that we left...it's really a good book that i recommend to all of u..the gift from me to u...

4)still reading sherlock holmes..but i got a new book to be read..the miracle..it's actually a tafsir al-quran but i find it's interesting...it's not just contains the meaning of al-quran bit also gives me a more clearer meanings of every words in al-quran..insyaallah i will post what i get from my reading...

the gift from cecilia ahern

love our way of life

salam my dear friends, sometimes we feel like it's hard to perform our solat right??i believe that nobody's perfect..however, we may try to be perfect infront of Allah by performing our solat 5 times per day..maybe some of us find it difficult to perform these 5 times prayer..therefore, i would like to share a story about solat..so please feel free to click on the link below..goodluck :)

dakwah solat

moments of happiness..

 

emm what i'm going to do??emm just know the word tadabbur..it means before we start recite and read quran, we need first to understand the meanings..hehehe..one of my friend told me just now..hehheh...thanks ya...emm next week i need to go back to uitm...there's band practise..for about 10 days...hehhe...today the new harry potter has been released..i would like to go..but there's no friend to accompany me...huhuh..then, there are some pictures i would like to share...during my school time..my old classmates during f5..hhehe..i miss u!!!

llalalaala...

hello!!!after long time not posting anything now i come back!!yeehaa..now i'm on my holidays for a month..yeppe..nothing much to do this holiday..let's check out my list:


1)taking driving licence
2)buying new novels (cecilia ahern's novels and sidney sheldon's)
3)finishing sherlock holmes (i'm dead!!)
4)shopping!!(i love shopping..new bags,shirts,blouse)
5)khatam quran
6)buying religious books,magazines etc.
7)movie marathon (can't wait for new harry potter)


ok that's my list..hoping that i can do all those things..hhaha....

my friend

emm...lama sgt dh x post ape2 kn?hehhehe..nak buat cmne tersangat la busy...actually exam is just around the corner...ehhehe....i don't know either i'm ready or not...so far my test is ok!!hehehhe...so i hope my final will going to be ok too...hehhehe...then i'm glad to share something with all of u...i actually lost my friend..my best friend in my class...due to some reasons she need to extend her semester..i feel sorry for her as we are good friends...but she will be coming next semester and i hope she will be alright...may allah bless her...i hope that she will be more stronger than she is now...i want her to know that i will always pray for her and even we were known each other only for one semester but i really love u like i love phana..yeah hope we will always keep in touch..emm suddenly something happens..miracle happens...i don't why..i don't know my feeling right now..it seems like i'm flying to the moon...yasmin u should be grateful that it comes..but i'm not sure...oh.....relax yasmin..u shouldn't be such a rush person...allah knows what the best for u....:)

rendang n ketupat

ok...i'm very busy right now..and i don't have much time to do all these blogging n fbing..hhahaha..but never mind..degree is totally damn busy ok...and test become more harder n tougher..i don't know whether or not i can reach my goal...whaa....but for sure i need to struggle...for thhis final..and firstly for the next 4 tests next week..huhuhh..oh i miss rendang n ketupat...but the question is where to find it?? should i go to any open houses???hahhahha...its sound funny but i'm serious....waaa....then final is just three weeks more..need to study..yeah...chaiyok2!!!

raya yg happening!!

emm smlm jmpe kwn2 lme..kwn mse tadika n time primary school kt pontian dulu..best sgt..actually reunion ni x well-planned pon..hahaa..kbtulan je aku n fmly pg beraya ket pontian..so cntct la sorg kwn lme ni ckp nk rye kt sg.bunyi..then die on n sggup nk jd my pilot..hahhaha...so aku pun on je la..pg umah org pun main redah je..naseb baik mostly yg redah tu ade..ade la bbrpe buah rumah yg ktorg pg...aku naik keta skali dgn amri n hafiz..diorg la yg bwk aku jln2 keliling pontian..hahaha...ala2 tourist guide je..hehhehe..papepun mmg sgt best..yela stlh 9 taun x jmpe..akhrye dpt gak jumpe diorg..wlaupun x sume..end of this year we'r planning to do a runion again..hahhaha..i hope that it will come true...emm esok dh kns blik s.alam..huhuhu...kna start packing la ni..hahhaha...dh 2 minggu ni x pgg bku..hehheh..i don't know what happen to my brain..hhaha..still in raya's mood..hahahha...aku sgt ske ari raya coz time ni lah dpt kumpul rmai2 lg2 dgn my piranha's...hahhaha..mmg sewel sumenye...then dpt jmpe kwn2..emm happy sgt!!

syawal mulia..

emm nk ucap selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir dan batin buat semua..emm dh lme x tulis blg bcoz tersgtlah bz dgn student life..hahhaha..actually xtau nk ckp cmne..degree ni mkin rmai org yg dienali but to find a good friend is not so easy..degree ni aku dh x brsmgt sgt..nk p kls pon sgtlah malas..luckily aku x ponteng...then tiap pagi klu bgn je msti fikir nk pg kls ke x..but at the end pg gak la..tp mcm xde soul..hhuhu..so now lebih ske bergerak solo..ceewah..then now i got the answer for all my questions...(adela)and i hate that...huhuh..so keep on moving yasmin,..i don't know how to face it but i have to..be strong yasmin!!!yeah..and as i've never been home since last June so i'm missing my family..ahhaha..hope blik rye ni dpt memulihkn smgt yg hilang..hhehehe(the missing spirit..ceewah)...and one more thing this holiday aku mmg sah2 x bwk buku blik pon..only a novel..no law books or any assgnment..even ade pon aku biar je kt uitm..hahahah..chaiyok2 yasmin..and i would also like to thank to someone who makes me happy:) and those who always makes me smile...thanks a lot..

recent news

alhamdulillah..i got jpa....pidn scholarship...sgt2 bersyukur....:)thanks to those who always be on my side...mak ayah...amin syg mak n ayah..and to all my frens...thank you very much!!

oh!!!i hate this feeling!!i don't mean to be rude to anybody but i have to..because u are so annoying!!oh..ok..just forget about that...yeah tomorrow i will be going to ulu yam...camping..actually dh lme dh x pg cmping ni...so agak excited la...and then i have to adapt myself with my new environment...yela i got new frens,new lcturers and new problems every day...but i have to be strong for myself....i have to...kdg2 kalau kite jrg marah adakah org fikir kite ni xde feeling???oh please...every body got feeling...so please la respect others ok!!ya..so test is just around the corner...so need to study hard n smart...yeehaa...suddenly i'm missing my lovely cousins...nurul n faten...emm ble agknye boleh jmpe..lots of stories to tell....huhu...huhu..agak lame x blik jhr...missing my parents n siblings..:(....

my weekend..

emm..last weekend i went to botanical garden,putrajaya...under SCLC(STUDENT COMMUNITY LAW CLUB)..ade explorace and i was very tired..then this weekend ade modul kemahiran insaniah...huhu...and next week after kemahiran insaniah i have to go for camping at Ulu Yam Selangor..under brass band...so i think i will not going back to johor until raya..hahah...BLS is totally made me crazy!!!cases,statutes all those thick books....but at least i'm doing something good..yeah!!chaiyok!!..and for your information i'm the only law students who join band..actually 3...but two of them dh keluar..so i'm alone...waa!!!but never minds...actually nk blik johor coz bnyk sgt brg yg nk kna amik..but no time to do that..huhu....

me

emm...i'm currently very busy....not much time to do some blogging or facebookin...every saturday i got koko...so will not be going back to johor for a very long time...(during raya i guess)..huhu..sob2...then everything need to be done by myself...new classmates..but i still missing my old clsmtes...huhu...(lwa01/02b)..now in lwb01d...ok..but i think i will be a loner person..i just tired of going and mingle wth everybody..i'm not selfish but i just need time for myself...and then as i'm in a degree of law so it'll be very busy..so for those who want to take law..think it twice as not evry law students will end up as a lawyer or judge...but i will try my very best..for the sake of my lovely dovey parents...i miss them!!and then i just want to forget all about others and all about my feeling...just wish me gudluck!!!insyaallah!!chaiyok2!!

uitm's life

emm..i'm bored..no orientation...emm..this sem dpt blik berdua...but unfortunately kna byr rm420.00...emm agak terkejut beruk la aku...ingatkn free dok kolej...i'm dead...huh..and then i got news..i don't know whether it's a good news or bad news...and only certain people know this...so i don't know why i'm feeling like this..huhuh..i don't know whether this could be good or could be hell...oh!!!so dear blogger i couldn't tell you what is exactly the news is..but i just hope that u will listen to what my heart is saying...hhu...and then yesterday aku pg taklimat koko..as i think it's important..so every student must join koko for at least 3 sem...so i'm quite confusing because i don't know which one..either brass band or kesatria kembara..so next saturday dh start 1st meeting ntk koko..and then ths saturday ade taklimat BLS(HONS)...nk x nk kna pg gak as it's compulsory to all students..and then i just hope that i got new good friends..and also classmates yg best..missing lwa01/02b...and my rumate bdk engin...so far so good la..maybe blm nk serasi sgt as die tgh join orientasi...so x smpt nk bual2 sgt...but i hope everything will be ok...insyaallah..amin...lastly semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan aku kt sini...amin...

counting my days

emm..actually tggl bpe ari lg je akn meninggalkan umah..but actually i'm not sure either i'm ready or not...actually i'm a bit nervous...so that's why i just pretend that nothing happen...hahah....i think i'm dreaming...now i'm 19 and x sgke dh nk msuk degree....OMG!..but that's the real thing..no i'm not dreaming...yeah for sure...so after this i will go through life...bz life...all with books,assgnment and exam...so just be yourself yasmin...

my future husband...

this is tagging by phana..hahah...since nani has done this so i think i should....

1. How tall should he be?

taller than me...coz i'm only 143cm...huhu

2. What hair colour should he have?

emmm...must be originally his colour...dun mind if he's blond or black...(ceewah!)

3. What kind of personality should he have?


emm...matured,honest,the one that can accept me whoever i am and soleh...ya not too 'alim' but just nice~~hehhe..


4. Older or younger?

emmm..i dun mind..younger or older doesn't matter...as long as i look younger than him..hahah:)



5. What film actor should he most be like?

i don't know..


6. What singer should he most be like?

no one..

7. Do they need to cook?


yes...so that he can help me in the kitchen..yeeha...cooking together with my husband...ya!!


8. What is his best body part?


emm don't know


9. What car should he drive?

emm...sport car..but really don't mind about that..



10. What one thing completely turns you on?


all about him..


11. Who was the guy on your mind when you were doing this survey?


no one...




12. Tag people to do this survey too.

asfa
nurul
hasanah
afiqah syazwani
anyone who willing to do this survey...hahha...goodluck...

Bachelor of Legal Studies (BLS)

emmm..alhamdulillah i got uitm....hehhe...with phana,haselyn,che'ah n jidah...so pasni bermulalah kehidupan sbg mahasiswi..ceewah..hehe...nervous gak...but life must go on right? to my classmates yg kt um or uum...goodluck to u all...missing my besties,,,phana,nani,aina...n others....xpe kte dkt2 je....till we meet again ya...

emm..upu kuar jumaat ni...so agk nervous la...sbb mse dpn...hope dpt yg terbaik ntk diri sndiri kn...insyaallah....and then dgr cite 26 ni dh kna dftr..so ade lbey kurg sminggu je la lg..haha...ni pon satu hal lagi yg buat aku nervous...hahah...dh lme x study...so agk nervous...and fpr sure akn jmpe kwn2 bru..hope dpt jmpe kwn2 lme dlu...heheh...x tau apesal tp nervous aku cm kuat lak...huhu....rase nk sruh upu tu kuar skrg gak je....hahahha...so pasni kna la ready kn mental n fizikal...for sure 1st sem ni kna join koko...hahah...dh lme dh x active koko ni...last time skola...hahah...so pasni aku akn lalui the real life of future lawyer..haah....xtau la dpt study cm study time asasi dlu...for sure lg hebat dr asasi dlu....huhu..papehal pon...hoping the best for my future life..amin..

penatnye menuggu

huhuh...oh i feel exhausted waiting for it!!upu ....dgr kate next week dpt tau..so agak nervous sbnrnye...hope dpt yg terbaik ntk aku..then my cousin will be going to her college next week....congratz cousin...ske aku tgk cousin aku excited n happy sgt nk msuk college...hehehe...so after this the three of us akn jd siswi!!yeeppe...heheh...so pasni bolehla ktorg plan gi jln sme2..heheh...ske2...n then kadang2 terfikir is it worth waiting for sthg that we don't know???sometimes i wanna be alone..but i know that i need friends...so???i don't know..

sweet memories

lallaala...just attending my friend's wedding..meet a lot of friends...miss them so much...and then now i'm home...this evening will be going to pontian...my hometown..after that...pulau carey..can't wait to meet my cousin...emm..finished reading "thanks for the memories"....still waiting for upu....hoping for law uitm..insyaallah...so the end..

mph

hmm...sabtu ni my friend nk kawen...huhu...ari slsa aritu aku gi tlg2 sket2...then...aktvt aku spt biase novel...hehhe..tp best bce novel cecilia ahern ni...tbe2 je td dpt msg dr mph..ade sale sok smpai ahd..huhu...terfikir nk beli buku lg..tp bru je last week aku bli 2 novel...so xtau la nk bli x...klu x bli rse cm rugi lak coz member dpt less 20%...huhu...bajet adelah gak..hmm...poning2...hehe...rase dh jatuh hati dgn cecilia ahern punye novel...i can't wait to finish reading this novel..."thanks for the memories"...tbe2 bile fikir x lme lg dh nk smbg study rase cm takot la plk...hehe...so farah yasmin..enjoy your holidays....after this there's no more holidays...study2!!

cuteshop

emm..yesterday i went to mini MAHA at segamat...before that my family n i went to cute shop..hehee...and then i bought new items...purse and pillowcase..all cats...hehe...sgt seronok sbb dh lme x bli...hehe...i;m still reading sherlock jolmes..haha...x tau bile nk abis as novel ni lebih dr 1000 ms...emm... i just finished 2 series in this novel..this novel consists of all novel n series of sherlock holmes...and last thursday i went to my old school...SAKTI..nothing change...biase saje...haha...so ade lg sebulan nk smbg degree..so dok umah je la...heheh...

sweet 19

today is my birthday...but no birthday party since my father going outstation...so, just now we went to jusco...i went to mph since i got discount for all books..i bought two novels, sherlock holmes volume II andthanks for the memories by cecilia ahern...and then i'm thinking of buying new cuteshop item..maybe bedsheet n pillow case..i love cat!!hehe...today i'm one year older than last year..i'm 19!!this is my last teen years..after this i'm a youth not a teenager anymore..emm it will be a month before i pursue my degree..hoping that i'm being accepted as law student at uitm..insyaallah...

ohh..suddenly i feel so sad....rase jeles lak kt org2 yg dpt fly oversea ni..huhu...sdeyh tu...tp klu ikot course aku lbey baik study kt malaysia...yg aku tau law mmg x bnyk dpt sponser oversea...kata lecturer aku sape2 yg study law kt oversea ble blik malaysia ssh sbb kna sit exam dlu..n exam tu sgt ssh...tu je la yg aku slalu kuatkn dlm ati...huhu...tp dlm ati teringin gak nk fly...mmgla nmpk hebat kn klu study oversea...tp ble fikir2 blik x smestinye study oversea sng dpt keje...tgk course gak...maybe ntk aku jd lawyer lebih baik aku study local..blaja ttg malaysian legal system..yela every country has different legal system..even malaysia n uk apply common law but still x same...so i just leave it to allah..mane tau mase study x dpt fly dh keje dpt kn?aku slalu yakin klu aku gagal bkn doa aku x diterima..tp allah blm kabulkn waktu tu..doa aku pasti akn termakbul cume lmbt atau cpt je..insyaallah amiin...

upu

ermm..i heard rumours that 2nd phase for upu will be open today till 23rd may..but i'm not sure because some of them said that it will be open on 21st may..so just be prepared...and then i have to decide wisely...yeah i will choose law..but still not sure where to go? uitm, um., uia ...from what i know uitm is the best law school in malaysia...ermm i think i will choose uitm as my first choice..then td ade org dtg mintak derma brg2 ntk recycle..for disable person..ermm i just wondering why ther's no malay or muslim orphanage or disable society do the same thing..yeah i think recycle is the best way rather than begging for money...ye la at least klu diorg dtg nk mintak derma pakaian lg bagus..drpd mengharapkan org dtg ke rumah anak yatim je kn?ermm..that's what i thought...finished reading nothing lasts forever and starting to read sherlock holmes..yeah chaiyok2..ermm dh lame x bli brg cute shop..nk pg bli la...ade sale mei ni...hehe...

sherlock holmes,sidney sheldon

yeepee..i don't know why i feel soo happy!! hehe maybe because yesterday i went to mph bookstore and bought new book..sherlock holmes volume I...i do love reading..now i'm reading nothing lasts forever by sidney sheldon...oh it's a detective novels..when i'm reading this book, it make me realise how difficult to be a lawyer and a doctor..it's all about three women doctors and one of them had been accused for murdering her patient..and the lawyer need to solve the mystery of these three doctors in order to put the best argument to save his clients...so i can't wait to finish reading this novel..

reading

ermm...dunno what to do..bru je abiskan menyampul bku2 n novel2..and then finished reading all harry potter books...all the seven series of harry potter..thinking of buying twilight...maybe later...so yesterday most of my friends went to sakti...but i couldn't join them...thinking of going to sakti end of this month...maybe with shali,wawa,am, daus n hafif...emm maybe ramai lg kot...and then i'm thinking of reading novels...finished reading ramlee awang murshed latest novel ( cinta sufi)...so this holiday my time full of reading n blogging..haha...me and books...

dinner asasi

halluu!!actually it's been a very long time that i want to share this story..dinner asasi..best!!hehe..kitorg buat kat blue wave hotel,shah alam..theme: star in the red carpet..haha..lbey kurg gitu la...tp aku pkai simple je..mls nk bazir duit...so mlm tu mkn chinese food..sedap..tp aku still lapar lg kot..haaha..and then ade satu benda yg aku plg suke..hehe..anugerah pelajar cemerlang!!alhamdulillah i'm one of them..syukran2...hope bile dh smbung degree nanti aku still dpt naik pentas lg..to take the award again..heehe,,insyaallah..do pray for my success ya!!

the climb

I can almost see it
That dream Im dreaming but
Theres a voice inside my head sayin,
Youll never reach it,
Every step Im taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

Theres always going to be another mountain
Im always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Aint about how fast I get there,
Aint about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb

The struggles Im facing,
The chances Im taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No Im not breaking
The pain Im knowing
But these are the moments that
Im going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

Theres always going to be another mountain
Im always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Aint about how fast I get there,
Aint about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb

Theres always going to be another mountain
Im always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Aint about how fast I get there,
Aint about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
Its all about
Its all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

crazy

huhu....i don't know~~what i'm talking about???oh..i'm going crazy...yeah...too bored staying at home...doing nothing...reading??yup i did...revision??(of course...)recite al-quran??(yup..now in juzuk 14)soo???argh~~sometimes i keep asking myself...(when i'm going to start my degre???)farah yasmin u have to wait until july...whoaa!!!two months to go....then tomorrow i'm going to shah alam..yeeha!!

palace of justice

this was a visit to palace of justice under faculty of law...for your information, palace of justice is located at putrajaya...there's court of appeal and federal court inside palace of justice...i couldn't remember the date of this visit..but we were very excited...we also got a chance to enter the court and watched the trial..the real trial actually!!!it's just like once in a blue moon..it makes me amazed as i couldn't put in a word..so i got the best experience ever and it makes me proud of being a law student..we also went to library and i could see lots of books, statutes and law reports...even the oldest law report....it's so fun!!there'r some pictures during this visit...hoping that one day i will get my chance to go there again not as a student but as a lawyer or judge...insyaallah..amiin...

i hate

grrr....i hate!!
i hate..
when people betray me
i hate..
when people forget me
i hate..
when i'm being sad
i hate..
when people broke their promises
i hate...
when people lie to me
i hate...
when people don't appreciate me
i hate..
when people hurt me
i hate..
when people left me

whateva

it's too sad when i couldn't join aina,phana,nani and haidar for a trip to kelantan...totally unfair!!!OMG!...mom said that i have to stay home and take care of my little sister..and only during holidays i can go wherever i want...so farah yasmin u have to wait until school holiday to be free...ohhh...i feel jealous when i read my fren's status at fb...ohh....i'm also can't join my cousin's trip....i'm gonna miss all the trip...yeah...i still feel uncomfortable with what lately happen to me...just be patient yasmin!! you can do it ...yeah i can do it...get out all the dementors and all the evil from your life...so walk straight on your life...keep on moving yasmin..Allah is there...

what is past is past..

ohh..i feel sad now..soo sad...now what i heard is true..the rumours are true...so i have to accept the fact that i have to stop hoping for it...miracle will never happen...this is not a fairytale story that will end with happiness...in the real life not everything that starts with good things will end up in a good way..it is also like our fate...sometimes we are at the top but on the other times will be down..so that's human...and that's me...whatever things happen to me i must keep on going without turning back...what past is past..but we learn from the past right??so farah yasmin you must keep on moving and never stop until you reached your goal...insyaalah..He is always with you...as long as u follow al-quran and sunnah you will be blessed...

latest news

now i have another new hobby..online reading..i found one website on facebook that we can do online reading for free...there are lots of books to be read..so besides blogging i'm also do some reading..i'm thinking of buying another new book but since i don't get my allowance(from mak..haha) so i have no money to buy books..haha..because i'm too bored i did some exercise for pmr n spm student..but just my favourite subject like history,geography,english n b.malaysia..hehe...so since i have another two months at home so i decide to do some reading and also hang out with my friends and cousin...i think i have to do some revision for law..insyaallah i will pursue my degree in law..amin..



haha..sweet memories with phana..

Bunga Idaman Islam

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Petang tadi terlihat kepadaku sekuntum bunga. Kelopaknya indah warna warni kucuba mendekatinya tapi niatku terbantut tatkala melihat duri-duri tajam di batangnya pasti duri-duri itu akan melukai jemariku.

Aku cuba mencium baunya tetapi amat payah lantaran sukar memegangnya aku mengeluh sendiri mencari bunga cantik yang bisa kusentuh lalu kuterlihat kepada sekuntum bunga tidak jauh dariku.

Aku menghampiri bunga itu nampak cantik dari jauh kulihat batangnya, tiada berduri lalu kusentuh dan kucuba menciumnya tapi tak lama kemudian aku lepaskannya. Baunya cukup membuatkan aku loya lalu aku terdengar suara manusia lain dibelakangku; sepasang adam dan hawa sedang bermanjaan lagak mereka sungguh menjengkelkan. Aku mengumpat di dalam hati rasa marah bila hukum Tuhan tak diendahkan.

Tak lama kemudian si adam memarahi si hawa. Aku hanya melihat dari jauh seperti menonton drama di televisyen lalu si adam meninggalkan si hawa seorang diri membiarkan gadis manis itu menangis hiba sementara itu pula aku terpandang seorang hawa berpakaian serba sopan sederhana gayanya dia berjalan tidak jauh dariku.

Pakaiannya labuh tidak meransang nafsu. Alangkah senang hatiku melihatnya dia menundukkan pandangan. Adam di sisi langsung tidak menegur bukan kerana benci tetapi tanda hormat.

Aku tersenyum sendiri tiba-tiba aku teringatkan dua kuntum bunga yang baru tadi kulihat.

Aku mula bermonolog.. bunga yang berduri itu pasti susah didekati sang kumbang. Bunga yang busuk itu pasti sudah dihisap madunya oleh sang kumbang lalu kumbang itu meninggalkannya setelah puas madunya dihisap.

Aku melihat kembali ke arah dua hawa tadi lalu ku bingkas bangun.

Siapakah aku?

Aku tergolong dalam kelompok bunga yang mana?

Tiba-tiba aku menangis merenung sifat sendiri...

Ya Allah! jadikan aku bunga idaman para mujahid...Bunga idaman agama! Aku mahu kelopakku indah tanpa sedikitpun kotoran..Jadikan aku wanita solehah, wanita mukminah!

Moga diriku seperti Khadijah, Masyitah, Aisyah, Muthiah dan Ainul Mardiah! Aku ingin menjadi bunga idaman Islam.


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As I Grew Older


It was a long time ago.
I have almost forgotten my dream.
But it was there then,
In front of me,
Bright like a sun--
My dream.
And then the wall rose,
Rose slowly,
Slowly,
Between me and my dream.
Rose until it touched the sky--
The wall.
Shadow.
I am black.
I lie down in the shadow.
No longer the light of my dream before me,
Above me.
Only the thick wall.
Only the shadow.
My hands!
My dark hands!
Break through the wall!
Find my dream!
Help me to shatter this darkness,
To smash this night,
To break this shadow
Into a thousand lights of sun,
Into a thousand whirling dreams
Of sun!

by:Langston Hughes

He Is There

He Is There

Some might say this world today shows
God’s left us to our mistakes oh
He has never been so far away
Some might say
How could any father stand
To see his children across so many lands
Suffer so and give no helping hand
No helping hand

And somewhere tonight
Far away and out of sight
There’s a child that’s too weak to cry
Look deep in those eyes
Can’t you see him in disguise?
Reaching out to the heart that’s in you and I

In every tear
That is where
He is there

He’s the hand that wipes that brow
He’s the tear that trickles down
Upon the face that cries without a sound
‘We need you now’
What a simple choice to make
Between what you give and what you take
When what you give
Such precious life precious life would save
Life would save

And somewhere inside
There’s a part of you asks why
Would he leave so many so far behind
Look deep in those eyes
Can’t you see him in disguise
Reaching out to the heart that’s in you and I

In every tear
That is where
He is there

Look again don’t hide your eyes
He is there in disguise
Reaching out to you and I
He is there in every tear
Not far away he’s right here
Oh how could he be more near

my friend

sometimes it feel like we are going to burst..it really feel hurt when our friend didn't appreciate all our good deeds..when they totally ignore me..i feel like i want to burst into tears..but i won't cry..never..when my friend left me to be friend with the others..i feel like i want to slap them..yeah..after they make me happy suddenly they just left without any reasons..oh my dear diary..it hurts me...totally hurts..when i looked back i know that i never been alone..allah is always on my side..my family n my other friends...to my friend thanks for the memory...

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my past life

emm when i looked back at my past life i realised that i missed most of the moments that i had...i missed my school time..especially when i was in primary school...my first school..(sk sg. bunyi)...i missed to go to sekolah agama..with my old friends..(asfa,ida,siti & others)..fortunately i still can contact with my old friends because nowadays facebook help us a lot to find our old friends..hahha..even though my school was located at the rural area but i enjoyed every moments that i had...i enjoyed going to school and riding bicycle together..really missed to go to sekolah agama...(sirah,tajwid,ibadat,tauhid n lots more!!) then, i had finished reading two series of harry potter..and i still find another book to be read..i love reading so much..but i don't really like reading love story..yeah i do love reading fantasies or adventurous novel..emm i hope that i still can pursue my degree in law..insyaallah..

final result

huhu...at last i know my result...hehehe..there's a bit of reducing in my cgpa but i'm satisfied as i still among the best..yeahh...i'm quite sad but my fren said "u should be thankful yas,,at least your cgpa was among the highest..." yeah that's true so i made up my mind that i should be thankful..i got 3.75..but i should be thankful because at least all my law subject i managed to get a's...so when i calculated my cgpa for core subject alhamdulillah i got 4..so it's not too bad right??yeah...hoping that i will pursue my studies in law...insyaallah..amiin..i'm thinking of buying law books..but still in the process..whatever happens i will study very hard n very smart for my degree...insyaallah..