palace of justice

this was a visit to palace of justice under faculty of law...for your information, palace of justice is located at putrajaya...there's court of appeal and federal court inside palace of justice...i couldn't remember the date of this visit..but we were very excited...we also got a chance to enter the court and watched the trial..the real trial actually!!!it's just like once in a blue moon..it makes me amazed as i couldn't put in a word..so i got the best experience ever and it makes me proud of being a law student..we also went to library and i could see lots of books, statutes and law reports...even the oldest law report....it's so fun!!there'r some pictures during this visit...hoping that one day i will get my chance to go there again not as a student but as a lawyer or judge...insyaallah..amiin...

i hate

grrr....i hate!!
i hate..
when people betray me
i hate..
when people forget me
i hate..
when i'm being sad
i hate..
when people broke their promises
i hate...
when people lie to me
i hate...
when people don't appreciate me
i hate..
when people hurt me
i hate..
when people left me

whateva

it's too sad when i couldn't join aina,phana,nani and haidar for a trip to kelantan...totally unfair!!!OMG!...mom said that i have to stay home and take care of my little sister..and only during holidays i can go wherever i want...so farah yasmin u have to wait until school holiday to be free...ohhh...i feel jealous when i read my fren's status at fb...ohh....i'm also can't join my cousin's trip....i'm gonna miss all the trip...yeah...i still feel uncomfortable with what lately happen to me...just be patient yasmin!! you can do it ...yeah i can do it...get out all the dementors and all the evil from your life...so walk straight on your life...keep on moving yasmin..Allah is there...

what is past is past..

ohh..i feel sad now..soo sad...now what i heard is true..the rumours are true...so i have to accept the fact that i have to stop hoping for it...miracle will never happen...this is not a fairytale story that will end with happiness...in the real life not everything that starts with good things will end up in a good way..it is also like our fate...sometimes we are at the top but on the other times will be down..so that's human...and that's me...whatever things happen to me i must keep on going without turning back...what past is past..but we learn from the past right??so farah yasmin you must keep on moving and never stop until you reached your goal...insyaalah..He is always with you...as long as u follow al-quran and sunnah you will be blessed...

latest news

now i have another new hobby..online reading..i found one website on facebook that we can do online reading for free...there are lots of books to be read..so besides blogging i'm also do some reading..i'm thinking of buying another new book but since i don't get my allowance(from mak..haha) so i have no money to buy books..haha..because i'm too bored i did some exercise for pmr n spm student..but just my favourite subject like history,geography,english n b.malaysia..hehe...so since i have another two months at home so i decide to do some reading and also hang out with my friends and cousin...i think i have to do some revision for law..insyaallah i will pursue my degree in law..amin..



haha..sweet memories with phana..

Bunga Idaman Islam

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Petang tadi terlihat kepadaku sekuntum bunga. Kelopaknya indah warna warni kucuba mendekatinya tapi niatku terbantut tatkala melihat duri-duri tajam di batangnya pasti duri-duri itu akan melukai jemariku.

Aku cuba mencium baunya tetapi amat payah lantaran sukar memegangnya aku mengeluh sendiri mencari bunga cantik yang bisa kusentuh lalu kuterlihat kepada sekuntum bunga tidak jauh dariku.

Aku menghampiri bunga itu nampak cantik dari jauh kulihat batangnya, tiada berduri lalu kusentuh dan kucuba menciumnya tapi tak lama kemudian aku lepaskannya. Baunya cukup membuatkan aku loya lalu aku terdengar suara manusia lain dibelakangku; sepasang adam dan hawa sedang bermanjaan lagak mereka sungguh menjengkelkan. Aku mengumpat di dalam hati rasa marah bila hukum Tuhan tak diendahkan.

Tak lama kemudian si adam memarahi si hawa. Aku hanya melihat dari jauh seperti menonton drama di televisyen lalu si adam meninggalkan si hawa seorang diri membiarkan gadis manis itu menangis hiba sementara itu pula aku terpandang seorang hawa berpakaian serba sopan sederhana gayanya dia berjalan tidak jauh dariku.

Pakaiannya labuh tidak meransang nafsu. Alangkah senang hatiku melihatnya dia menundukkan pandangan. Adam di sisi langsung tidak menegur bukan kerana benci tetapi tanda hormat.

Aku tersenyum sendiri tiba-tiba aku teringatkan dua kuntum bunga yang baru tadi kulihat.

Aku mula bermonolog.. bunga yang berduri itu pasti susah didekati sang kumbang. Bunga yang busuk itu pasti sudah dihisap madunya oleh sang kumbang lalu kumbang itu meninggalkannya setelah puas madunya dihisap.

Aku melihat kembali ke arah dua hawa tadi lalu ku bingkas bangun.

Siapakah aku?

Aku tergolong dalam kelompok bunga yang mana?

Tiba-tiba aku menangis merenung sifat sendiri...

Ya Allah! jadikan aku bunga idaman para mujahid...Bunga idaman agama! Aku mahu kelopakku indah tanpa sedikitpun kotoran..Jadikan aku wanita solehah, wanita mukminah!

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As I Grew Older


It was a long time ago.
I have almost forgotten my dream.
But it was there then,
In front of me,
Bright like a sun--
My dream.
And then the wall rose,
Rose slowly,
Slowly,
Between me and my dream.
Rose until it touched the sky--
The wall.
Shadow.
I am black.
I lie down in the shadow.
No longer the light of my dream before me,
Above me.
Only the thick wall.
Only the shadow.
My hands!
My dark hands!
Break through the wall!
Find my dream!
Help me to shatter this darkness,
To smash this night,
To break this shadow
Into a thousand lights of sun,
Into a thousand whirling dreams
Of sun!

by:Langston Hughes

He Is There

He Is There

Some might say this world today shows
God’s left us to our mistakes oh
He has never been so far away
Some might say
How could any father stand
To see his children across so many lands
Suffer so and give no helping hand
No helping hand

And somewhere tonight
Far away and out of sight
There’s a child that’s too weak to cry
Look deep in those eyes
Can’t you see him in disguise?
Reaching out to the heart that’s in you and I

In every tear
That is where
He is there

He’s the hand that wipes that brow
He’s the tear that trickles down
Upon the face that cries without a sound
‘We need you now’
What a simple choice to make
Between what you give and what you take
When what you give
Such precious life precious life would save
Life would save

And somewhere inside
There’s a part of you asks why
Would he leave so many so far behind
Look deep in those eyes
Can’t you see him in disguise
Reaching out to the heart that’s in you and I

In every tear
That is where
He is there

Look again don’t hide your eyes
He is there in disguise
Reaching out to you and I
He is there in every tear
Not far away he’s right here
Oh how could he be more near

my friend

sometimes it feel like we are going to burst..it really feel hurt when our friend didn't appreciate all our good deeds..when they totally ignore me..i feel like i want to burst into tears..but i won't cry..never..when my friend left me to be friend with the others..i feel like i want to slap them..yeah..after they make me happy suddenly they just left without any reasons..oh my dear diary..it hurts me...totally hurts..when i looked back i know that i never been alone..allah is always on my side..my family n my other friends...to my friend thanks for the memory...

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my past life

emm when i looked back at my past life i realised that i missed most of the moments that i had...i missed my school time..especially when i was in primary school...my first school..(sk sg. bunyi)...i missed to go to sekolah agama..with my old friends..(asfa,ida,siti & others)..fortunately i still can contact with my old friends because nowadays facebook help us a lot to find our old friends..hahha..even though my school was located at the rural area but i enjoyed every moments that i had...i enjoyed going to school and riding bicycle together..really missed to go to sekolah agama...(sirah,tajwid,ibadat,tauhid n lots more!!) then, i had finished reading two series of harry potter..and i still find another book to be read..i love reading so much..but i don't really like reading love story..yeah i do love reading fantasies or adventurous novel..emm i hope that i still can pursue my degree in law..insyaallah..

final result

huhu...at last i know my result...hehehe..there's a bit of reducing in my cgpa but i'm satisfied as i still among the best..yeahh...i'm quite sad but my fren said "u should be thankful yas,,at least your cgpa was among the highest..." yeah that's true so i made up my mind that i should be thankful..i got 3.75..but i should be thankful because at least all my law subject i managed to get a's...so when i calculated my cgpa for core subject alhamdulillah i got 4..so it's not too bad right??yeah...hoping that i will pursue my studies in law...insyaallah..amiin..i'm thinking of buying law books..but still in the process..whatever happens i will study very hard n very smart for my degree...insyaallah..

hmm...last sunday i worked at kfc...firstly i was too excited because that was my first time working..hehhe..then i started my worked at 8 am...i thought it was easy but actually it was not...so i had to clean up the tables,washed the dishes and mopped the floor...i had to worked for about 12 hours as it was sunday and we were lacking of staff...i was too exhausted as i felt like i couldn't work anymore...then i decided to resign...haha...all my family were laughing when i said that i wanted to resign...but i really couldn't stand that..hahha...yeahh it's sounds funny rite??did i cared??nope...so now i just stayed at home...hehehe..

daydreaming

i don't know what i'm going to do right now..suddenly i feel sad..maybe what i hope to be didn't work as it should be..hmm..it looks like i'm gonna stay at home until july as i'm not calling for any jobs..huhu..it's quite sad actually..yeah i want to earn my own money..huh...this holiday is bored..nothing much to do..if i want to hangout with my friends i still need money..maybe mom will give me some money but i want to stand on my own feet..yeahh...sometimes i feel tired waiting for something that seems like impossible to be..is it worth for me to wait my dear diary??i don't know..off...

i couldn't believe my eyes..

i couldn't believe my eyes when i read my friend's post at facebook about her wedding..OMG! we're 19..i believe that i'm not dreaming right now..yes that's true..she's going to marry soon !! but it's all god faith..i just can wish n pray for her happiness..amiin...and as for me i wouldn't think that i will follow her steps..not at this moment...haha,...nowadays there are many weird things happen to me..yeah..sometimes i feel speechless..yeah suddenly it comes..huhu..i'm going to be crazy..haha..but don't worry..i still sane..not unsoundmind..hehe..emm for the time being i still at home..maybe will go for work..but still not sure..so my daily routine : woke up at 10 or 11..haha(buruk sungguh anak dara)..then did some laundry n cooked...after that on9..yahaha..too many plans dis holiday..
1.will go to kelantan(phana sister's wedding) around 9-11 apr
2.go to school(end of may)
3.meton's wedding(june)
yeah..too busy right?haha..c u my dear diary..