dreams..

today i come back to shah alam..now i'm staying with my uncle at seksyen 3..tomorrow i have to register at my college..hmm...after what happened yesterday i have make up my mind..i have to be strong again..no matter how..i must get 4.00 next sem..insyaallah...actually..besides having a dream to become a lawyer i have another dream..i'm always have a planning in my life..even for my finance...i want to make a business..to be a businesswoman..maybe i want to open my own restaurant..or maybe i will share with banglong as he took culinary..i love cooking n baking...sometimes i think of doing business in music..i love music..i love to play musical instrument..i have a target to achieve all my dreams before i'm 30th..when i was small,one of my ambition is to be writer...i love poetry n literature..but now i don't know..i still love reading n writing but not too serious..do i have to be serious in writing?hmm..no comment..i leave all my fate to allah..hmm..too many dreams...but it's possible to become true...insyaallah....

hepi again..

hehe...there's a correction on my exam rsults..i got 3.83...hehe..alhamdulillah..eventhough there r people who higher than me but i'm still hepi..hehe..alhmdulillah..chaiyok2...just now my parents called...they said they were alright...hehe...syukran...i promise to myself that i will try my very22 best for next sem...4 flat..insyaallah...i still need to check n improve my weaknessess...do pray for my success...amiin..

exam results..

here it comes...i just got my result...it's a bit of dissappointed....it' s beyond my expectation...i got 3.78...eventhough it 's quite a high pointer but i'm very sad because i got 1 b+...really2 sad....most of my friend got a for that sbjct....overall i got 2 a+,2a, 1 a- n 1 b+....maybe this all fate from allah...He wants to test me.... have to be strong....haha.....insyaallah...

scary movie..

huhu..it's too scary now...just now my friend said that the examination result had been announced..but i have to call my lcturer to know the result...now it's too late to call..so i have to wait for tomorrow..hoping the very2 best for my result..insyaallah..ya-allah i hope that you give me the result that i really want...hoping that my dream will come true..insyaallah..amiin...

the missing person

huhu..today my parents going to makkah...and i really2 miss them...as it just 10hours ago but i really miss them...i can't lie myself that i miss my mom n dad..i feel pity to my youngest sister,nasuha,,she just 4 years old and she no nothing about this..she even didn't cry bcoz she don't know that she will not meet mom and dad for about 44 days..i will be staying home until this saturday and look after my siblings..after that zaki,kakcik n kakbah will stay with my granny n grandfather...nasuha will stay with her baby sitter which we call her as mama..and balong n i will be going to our college...and this is a big2 responsibility that i have to carry out,...i really feel touchy along this moment..and last night i cried when i wrote a letter for my parent...i'm always praying that i will be strong enough to go through all these difficulties..tomorrow my granny will stay with us until this saturday as my brother n sisters have to go for school...hoping that my mom n dad will be happy n can perform their haj well....insya-allah...ya Allah please look after my mom n dad n plese give me the strength to carry out my duty n responsibility....amiin....

life..

hmm...my holiday is going to finished soon...huhu...and my parents will be going for haj this 11th november...alhamdulillah...so this week we will make a 'kenduri' for my parents...i'm still thinking and wondering how i'm going to go back to uitm as my class will start on 16th nov...maybe i have to go back early ..maybe a week before...becoz there are lots of things to be packed...just leave it to Allah... because HE the only one will know...sometimes our parents will leave us so that we will learn to be a human..from now on i will listen to all my parent's advise...before this i'm a human that sometimes only listen to what my heart is saying without considering to others especially my parents..but now after i become a university student i become more mature to face all the challenges and i should be thankful to Allah becoz HE is the one who make me realised the meaning of life...success is a journey not destination...thanks to my lovely parents...En. Abd. Radzak bin Nasir nad Pn. Fadzlonnisa' bt Sh. Said....hoping that both of u will get 'haji mabrur'...insyaallah...