the missing person

huhu..today my parents going to makkah...and i really2 miss them...as it just 10hours ago but i really miss them...i can't lie myself that i miss my mom n dad..i feel pity to my youngest sister,nasuha,,she just 4 years old and she no nothing about this..she even didn't cry bcoz she don't know that she will not meet mom and dad for about 44 days..i will be staying home until this saturday and look after my siblings..after that zaki,kakcik n kakbah will stay with my granny n grandfather...nasuha will stay with her baby sitter which we call her as mama..and balong n i will be going to our college...and this is a big2 responsibility that i have to carry out,...i really feel touchy along this moment..and last night i cried when i wrote a letter for my parent...i'm always praying that i will be strong enough to go through all these difficulties..tomorrow my granny will stay with us until this saturday as my brother n sisters have to go for school...hoping that my mom n dad will be happy n can perform their haj well....insya-allah...ya Allah please look after my mom n dad n plese give me the strength to carry out my duty n responsibility....amiin....