dengarkanlah

terasa sayu kehilangan pak long
kami adalah satu family yang rapat
piranha family yg sangat rapat
kehilangan seorang daripada kami amtlah mendukacitakan
rasa sedih dikongsi bersama
tadi belek2 gambar family
terasa sayu sgt
semoga arwah pak long mendapat kebahagiaan di sana
dan untuk arwah atok
semoga mendapat ketenangan di sana
kenangan bersamamu tetap dalam ingatan....

L.I.F.E

it's not easy to be strong
it really needs a lot of efforts
sometimes i wanna give up
but i hold my strength back
everything that happen has reasons behind it
no matter how difficult they are
we have to go through all these
without my magic wand
i couldn't do my magic spell
life is a game of chess
a good strategy is needed
poor defensive system u lost
Allah is always behind me
have a good faith
and walk straight towards it
insyaallah the victory is yours....

al-fatihah

harini ada paper ctu ethnic relations...alhamdulillah boleh buat...for your information i just lost my uncle..he passed away on 26th April.i feel really sad and i know it would be hurt...itulah yang dinamakan dugaan Allah...saya baru je kehilangan atok saya pada 15 April yang lepas dan sekarang kehilangan pak long saya..apa yang lebih menyedihkan apabila melihat mak long saya dan sepupu-sepupu saya..luruh hati sy..tapi saya kena kuat lebih2 lagi semua ni berlaku semasa saya exam...seriously bukan mudah untuk saya tapi saya harus jadi kuat...buat mak long, faten,bangah,mubin,iqbal dan zaidi saya ucapkan takziah dan berdoalah agar arwah ditempatkan di kalangan hamba Allah yang soleh..insyaallah...dan saya pasti akan merindui arwah paklong dan atok saya...saya selalu teringatkan suara arwah atok membaca al-quran di waktu pagi...serta gelak tawa paklong..ALLAH lebih menyayangi mereka...dan untuk last paper saya pada 3 mei nanti iaitu paper Malaysian Legal System II saya harap saya dapat lakukan yang terbaik...ini adalah benteng saya yang terakhir...saya selalu membayangkan yang exam is like a game of chess...bertahan sehingga ke akhir..insyaalllah...amin...

finally it's over and stop dreaming!!

today was my 3rd paper..consitutuional law II paper..i have no comment about it...insyaallah everything's will be ok....hopefully...and the day after tomorrow i got another paper which is ethnic relations...and dear people my uncle was warded in Klang Hospital...my aunt said he was in a critical conditions...i hope he will be ok.. and i still have two more papers to go...hoping that i don't lost my momentum..hhahaha...keep up your good work yasmin and u will have a nice and happy holidays..and i'm starting planning my 4 months holidays...it's once in a blue moon..hahhaha...ok insyaallah after my examination ends, i have my Kursus Pengurusan Organisasi (KPO) under Sclc and then i will be going to Pangkor for a three days camp.. and after that my ex-schholmate ask me to join a Bengkel with my junior..maybe it's a three days camp for my brass band junior..oh and i'm feeling very nervous because it will be my first time teaching how to play musical instrument to my junior...seriously i'm not that expert ok..but i will try my best..hahhaha...and i will be full time nanny for my grandma and i don't mind spending my whole holidays with her..and maybe it would be the only chance i have to help my grandma...insyaallah i will not just be her nanny but also try to be her friend..keep on accompanying her and try to make her cheerful again even my late grandpa wasn't here...and i'm planning of having a reunion with my ex-schoolmates and organize a motivational camp with my junior..maybe those who are going to study abroad soon can share their experience and those who study in local also cn share their experience...lastly i would like to say that its not easy for you to reach the star but it will not impossible for you because history proven that human being already foot a step in the moon..:)

constiku..

sepatutnya mengulangkaji tapi......
teronline sekejap...
ni gara-gara study kt bilik la ni..
farah yasmin!!!
consti tggl satu hari je lagi tau x???
study!!!
oh saya dah meroyan2 kt bilik ni..
esok x kira nk gak pegi study kt library..
dok bilik x conducive..
ceh...
lalaallala...

merindui

alhamdulillah selesai exam contract arini...saya serahkan semuanya kepada Allah setelah penat berusaha..semoga usaha saya tidak menjadi sia-sia...sesungguhnya saya masih lagi merindui arwah atok..walaupun dah genap seminggu beliau pergi...masih lagi terngiang-ngiang suara atok dan masih teringat lagi suara atok mengaji quran diwaktu subuh ketika kami masih lagi tidur...kenangan atok masih lagi saya rindui..dan perasaan itu kerap kali muncul selepas saya solat dan ketika saya berseorangan..semoga Allah tempatkan arwah atok di kalangan hambaNya yang beriman dan beramal soleh..insyaallah..dan saya juga kerap kali menelefon atok hajah saya di kampung..bertanya khabar beliau...seriously it's not easy to forget all these things..semoga saya kuat untuk menghadapi semua ini..dan untuk exam yang akan datang..Constitutional law II on this  26th April...semoga saya terus jadi kuat dan dipermudahkan semua urusan hidup saya di dunia dan akhirat..insyaallah...

contractII

arini final law of contract II...serious berdebar...semoga allah tajamkan pemikiran ku dan kurniakan aku kebijaksanaannya semasa menjawab exam nanti...insyaallah..amin...

berkampung di PTAR2

dh lebih seminggu nampaknya saya berkampung kat PTAR 2....
selalunya jarang study kt library..
tp sem ni selalu pulak
xpela janji selesa...
bagus jugak study kt library ni..
cri kes senang je
xpaham tanya senior...
tapi sejuk tak usah cerita la kan..
hanya allah je yg tahu...
semoga ape yg saya belajar ni dapat keberkatan..
insyaallah amin...

torts

today i was sitting for my torts law II exam...i hope everything will be ok...i know that there must be some mistake but generally i hope i don't make any big mistake..i'm hoping to get good result for my torts paper...and after this i will sit for my contract law II exam..i hope i can go all these examinations successfully and to minimise any mistake...and sometimes we need to follow our instinct..insyaallah allah know the best for me....and after this no more torts..goodbye torts...

missed him

mlm jumaat yg lepas atok kesayangan saya haji nasir bin jali telah pulang ke pangkuan illahi..
seriously i missed him..
i was very sad losing him
but i know i have to be strong
it will be very sad when i'm looking at my atok hajah
she seems like losing her hope in life
but i know she will be ok
but it will still takes time to recover...
dear people i really hope that he will get his happiness there...
and with exam is just around the corner
i feel really sick
but it won't be a burden for me
there must be something for me
insyaallah..

al-fatihah..

exam fever #2

emm sekarang ni exam fever melanda seluruh budak2 law kt uitm...maybe sbb fakulti ktorg yg start exam dlu so msg2 dh membusykan diri study..hhaha..and aku gak dh mula risau ngn exam ni...dgn ari sabtu ni aku ade written test brass band so study week aku jd sikit..actually bknlah study week pon...just ade cuti 4 hari je...takpe2 think positive yg anda boleh lakukannya farah yasmin..emm alhamdulillah stkt ni jadual aku pg smpai mlm revision and after balik dri library rehatkan diri dgn online..nk tgk movie tp bdn dh penat..tp aku suka study kt library..buat mse skrg la..hope ape yg aku study ni aku ingat and dapat jawab exam dgn cemerlang..insyaallah..and buat kwan2 yg lain selamat maju jaya..hahha..:)

p/s:ayah ckp atok msih belum sedar lg..ya allah kau berikanlah kesembuhan buat atukku hj. nasir bin jali..amiin...

exam fever

seminggu lagi nk final!!
and saya semakin tak tentu arah..
hope semuanya ok...
i will put my best effort for this sem
dr sheela said
"push to the limits"
don't regret if u don't have enough sleep because of studying
and now i tried to put my outmost effort..
hope everything goes well..
insyaallah...

love law

today i have only two classes..after lunch hour i went to library to do some revision..suddenly it apperas that i got the spirit of studying..so this whole evening until 8.30 p.m i was in a library studying contract law..i don't know why but i'm grateful because i have this spirit..at least i do something good for me...alhamdulillah today was the happiest day as everything goes well and i feel very happy for every moments that i have..alhamdulillah..tonight i'm thinking of finishing my constitutional law assignment and as i got no class on tomorrow's morning i'm planning of doing revision on torts and mls...i hope i can go through all these things and all these difficulties...insyaallah..and i heard that my grandpa still in a critical conditions..do pray for him as i love him and honestly i was crying when i went visiting him=(...i do pray for him..insyaallah...

tiredness

hectic week with lots of problems...lots of assignment need to be done and i can't even breath for a second..these two weeks lots of unexpected things happened.. and people please pray for my grandfather because he's currently in critical conditions..he's been in CCU for almost 3 days..i feel very sad..kalau ikutkan hati taknak balik s.alam arini..but because of many unsettled things i have to..and exam is next week..do pray for me..i feel very tired~~

kepenatan..

selesai buat arab part 3..so esok ade presentation bel executive summary writing..nervous sbb dh lme xkna present bel..ngn bende yg pelik mcm short report ala2 executive..maybe berguna mase nk present resarch paper nnt...insyaallah la..hope semuanya ok esok...and insyaallah sabtu ni nk balik umah..totally tired..dr pagi smpai pukul 10 mlm td ade kt fakulti je..huhhu..sgt penat!!!huhuhu...tadu dh prepare and practise presnt bel untuk esok..hope semua akan berjalan dgn lancar..sgt penat.. saya mahu tidur~~

arab kesayanganku 2..

semalam berjalan-jalan bersama-sama aina,ifah,zahin,acap n khairul...bukan semata-mata nk bershopping atau meronggeng ye...kami ade misi yg sgt penting iaitu shooting ntk drama arab...after abis kls 12.30 msg2 buat hal msg2 dlu sbb mostly ade meeting exco..around 2.30 after zuhur prayer we went to seksyen 2 because we'r starving ..hhahah...mkn2 je dkt sejam then tggu bas nk ke pkns last2 smpai pkns pukul 4 ptg,..then beru mulalah penggambaran kami..kt kedai buku la,kt giant la..and mcm2 lg tempat..mse kt giant tu boleh pulak kena sound ngn kakak giant tu..die ckp kna minx permission dlu..hahhah..buat malu muka law student je...hahha.kantoi la kami ni law student yg slalu disobey rules...hahhaha...mse kt sacc tu ktorg mintak kebenaran die ckp kna pegi seksyen 13..mmgla kami ade baaanyaak masa nk pg sek 13 tu kn...heheheh..so ktorg pun pgla cari port lain untuk shooting..dh nk akhir2 tu lak kamera nk abis bateri..guna phone pun skjp je pastu xde bateri..so terpaksalah menggunakan semua hp yg ade..hahhha...mmg bab2 akhir tu semua org dh malas tahap ape ntah..berlakon pun dh xde intonasi dh..hahhaha.semua kelaparan...after abis je semua scene, ktorg pg melantak la..walaupun kedai kt pkns tu dh bnyk yg tutup nasib baik ade satu kedai ni yg sudi menerima kami..huhuhu..mkn2 smbil tgk tv,..semua jakun sbb kt kolej xde tv..hahhah..so berakhirlah pengembaraan kami berenam..tp ni pun ade lg x siap..untuk persembahan kreative kna nyanyi dlm arab...yg pntg sume tu kna buat this week gak sbb next week dh nk kna bentang..bercakap tentang final mood masih terumbang-ambing..bel presentation jumaat ni..of course xbuat ape2 lg...chaiyok farah yasmin..oh petang ni ade kls Tort and tutorial Malaysian Legal System..nk kna abiskn semua chapter this week because next week dh kna start revision as final lg 2 minggu...and study week hanya 4 hari je...oh ini membunuh jiwa dan raga saya...oh tidak!!rasenye next week dh xde keje lg...berkejar-kejaran menghabiskan silibus and ready for final...chaiyok2!!!!

arab kesayanganku..

penat~~
letih..
baru balik dr shooting drama arab
dr petang sampai mlm abis sacc and pkns ktorg jelajah..
semata-mata keranamu drama arab~~
semoga saya mendapat A untuk arab..
nasib baik esok pukul 2 bru ade kls
so dptlah rest sket
even next week last week lecture and final exam starts on 20th april
but i don't have any spirit
maybe too many works to be done
and i think this weekend i want to rest
and start doing revision
lots of things need to be read
best of luck yasmin~~

love your loves ones..

today i supposedly having a shooting with my groupmates for our arabic drama...however due to some technical problems we can only do 1/4 of the whole drama....and before that i got very unexpected news from my mother that my pak long is in the ICU..so after finishing the shooting, i went to my cousin's house at seksyen 3..and because of my tiredness, i fell asleep and while waiting for my parents to pick me up from my uncle's house...around 4 o'clock in the evening, my parents,brother and grandparents went to KPJ hospital to visit my uncle...my uncle got hepatitis c...and i feel very sad looking at the condition of my uncle..i feel like i want to cry right now..i can't imagine if it were my parents.. and from that moment onwards i realised how much i love my parents..and i don't know whether i will be ready to live without them..oh no...alhamdulillah both of my parents were in a good condition and free from any disease...i will always pray for their health and happiness...and to my cousin faten khairiyah, be strong and i will be there when u need me...be strong for your father ok....farah yasmin u have to realise that u'r going to make your parents happy ...do the best for your final exam...i will only smile when i see the smiling faces of my parents...mak ayah,,amin sayangkan mak and ayah...i love u so much!!!thanks for visiting me today and thanks for always be on my side..=)

F.A.M.I.L.Y

i found my family here..apart my piranha's family i got a family my sclc family.for the first time in my life i feel that friendship turns into family relationship ...seriously it's not a joke people..even not of us known each other deeply but when we're together the bonding is there...and thanks to all my brothers and sisters for always be there when i need u...terasa macam tak layak lagi memikul tanggungjawab ni..semoga allah berikan aku dan adik beradik ku yang lain untuk menjalankan amanah yang diberikan...i always remember what my ex-president said..
"kalau nak cari harta, disini bukan tempatnya, tapi kalau mencari ilmu dan pengalaman, SCLC lah tempatnya " Mantan Presiden SCLC, Asmirul.


and i was very sad when they give their last words...especially my beloved sister k.adnen...i got no sister in my life and the presence of them always be my sweet memory...sobsob..~~