the secret

i got no mood to start my new sem

WHY??

i don't really sure the answer..

do i fear for myself?

new semester means new subject need to be learned

and i'm afraid of being demotivated

why?/

i'm not sure but it seems that i won't find my happiness

i love my home i really love it

even sometimes i would like to kill myself when i was bored

to kill the boredem

but i still love my home

why i feel demotivated??

the answer remain closed in my heart

and only me have the key to the secret passage of my heart

so let me reveal this secret myself

and fight back~~