allah with us..

kadang2 bile kite dpt something yg kita x sangka kite akn terlepas sthg yg kita harapkan...btolla kite x boleh dpt dua benda dlm satu mase...kecuali dgn izin allah...emm i feel useless due to something that happened to me...yeah i got award for my brass band which was unexpected but i lost something that i desired long2 time ago..it feels like u'r at the end of ur life...hurt,depressed and all the negative feelings keep on weighing on my mind...until one time i think that i want to change my course..i don't mean to be a lawyer...got high marks for my test didn't guarantee for getting high pointer for final right??if i don't use my sane mind and keep on thinking that way, maybe  i will do all those stupid things...alhamdulillah iman and taqwa still in my heart..so i will not do anything stupid and will remove all those negative thinkings...i will find back my strengths and fight back today..maybe allah didn't give me those because he wants to give me more..yasmin, there's no people who become a successful man without failure...be grateful for whatever Allah gives u...always be prepared for ur future...insyaallah u will get something more than u expected...amin....i will always remember, Allah tak akan menguji seseorang ujian yang x mampu dihadapinya...and that's why Allah gave u this, because He knows u...