magic mirror of me

hmm..i still don't know wat to do...i just finished reading harry potter...now i'm reading 'Bad Faith' written by Carmen Callil..sometimes i just wondering why i am the one whose facing this problems..its hurt me actually...yeah it does hurt me..huhu..i feel bored..since i was small i was a lonely person..yeah i just discovered when i learned social psychology last sem..loneliness can be caused by many factors such as genetic factors..but it is also may cause by ouselves..we are the one who choose to be lonely..maybe i'm the second...hhaha...but what to do..i will always be resposible to all my choices in life..there's no turning back once u walk through ur life,..yup...