i'm not a good leader

i know that i can't do this job

being a project manager wasn't me

i can't be a leader

and do you know what i hate the most??

i hate when i have to give an order to my friend

and being a project manager is really hard for me

i like making programs but i don't want to be a leader

seriously i'm not a person who have many friends or a gang

i only have few loyal friends

i don't have gang

sometimes u find it hard when u don't have a support

especially when you'r doing programs

maybe it was my fault

i was the only law student in brass band

and i'm the only law student of my batch living in hostel

which were far-far away from any of my friend

oh i thought i could be strong enough

at this point i feel down

but that's the real me~~